Thick.
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I haven't updated this blog in a while. It's most certainly not for lack of things happening in my life though. I wonder if i'm even able to do a quick run through of events...

1. Joshua and I aren't seeing one another anymore. It wasn't dramatic or even bad. We're best friends. We still do laundry together, eat dinner, watch movies, etc. We just want different things. We both tried but we know this is for the best.

2. I've been going to Pittsburgh about once a week at least. Dancing. Shows. Hanging out for the weekend. I've even been driving there, which is a little crazy considering how much I hate to drive.

3. I've been hanging out with people on a regular basis. New people. Old friends. Strangers.

4. I've been working out constantly. I've been feeling so much healthier and I'm losing weight. I love going to the gym.

5. My ridiculous impromptu birthday vacation is in 22 days. I will be landing in San Diego in less than a month. Sun, warmth, birthday fun. Holy crap. I am so excited.

6. A phrase you'll hear a lot more from me now, "I'm done with this shit." This can pertain to a situation, a feeling, a person. I'm at a point once again in my life where I'm not accepting anything less than the absolute best from anything or anyone. It may paint me as impatient or a bitch, but I just can't waste anymore time being a doormat.

I'm excited and anxious. i'm alive and when I looked in the mirror the other day, I saw myself again for the first time in years. I saw myself.